One
For a moment, right after ejaculating, it feels like my come is an extension of my body – as though it’s not just cells and proteins that I’m shooting into my partner, but something more essential. Something moreme.Imelt into her.Ifill her.Islide down her throat as she swallows.
This fades. Gives way to tingling, residual heat, and lesser throbs of pleasure. That first spurt, though… for just a moment it’s as much me as any other part of my body.
Two
I ejaculate a noticeably larger amount if I haven’t come for a few days. More spurts. Larger ones. A longer, deeper orgasm that I feel right from my balls to my shoulder blades.
Sometimes I’ll refrain from masturbating for exactly this reason. When I want to make a mess of a lover. To ensure that she gets a significant load to swallow. To know that I will come enough that it will leak from her cunt after I’m done.
Three
I can come without ejaculating. It’s a slower, less violent climax – one which feels as though it throbs slowly through my entire body. Spine. Stomach. Feet. Hands. Jaw. It lasts a long time. It echoes.
But it’s not accompanied by the feeling of ejaculation, which is one of my favourite feelings. The release of pressure. The sensation of every ounce of awareness you have concentrating in the head of your cock, then leaving you in a sudden, protracted stream.
Four
Precome is clear. Transparent, thick as saliva. My body makes precome whenever I’m aroused. If I’m turned on for an hour or two before we play, then I’ll bedroolingprecome by the time we fuck. The sheer amount of it surprises me sometimes.
Being aroused for a long time before coming also means that I’ll come more. The first few spurts will be precome, glassy and clear. A very slightly different feel as it leaves my body. A longer orgasm. A feeling of being completely wrung out once I’m done.
Five
Come makes good lube. The second time I fuck someone after coming inside them the sensations are noticeably slicker. It lingers – doesn’t dry out like spit does. It’s slippery rather than just wet.
This pleases me. When I come inside my lover I am facilitating future pleasure. I am lubricating her so that next time, when I put my cock in her body, it will be easier, slicker, warmer, sweeter.
Six
The texture of come changes once it leaves my body. It’s cloudy at first, streaked with white. Thick and clinging. It will stick to skin. Coat throats. Slick fingers pleasantly.
After a minute or two it will turn clear. Become thinner. Drip out of my lover, perhaps, or run in droplets down her ribs. Given longer, it will dry completely, tightening against her skin, becoming something she can wear as long as she wishes.
